Tell you a little bit about myself. I got saved in the late 80's at the age of 9 or 10 yrs old when I was going to a baptist church outside of lumberton, tx. When my parents got divorced in the beginning of 1993, me and my mom moved to texas city, tx when i was 16 yrs old, and i graduated in may of 1996. Shortly after I graduated, I went into topless dancing and did that for the next 8 and a half yrs. Then in 2005, through a bad situation, I called out to God, told him I needed a change and to love my husband better at the time. So the following Sunday, I went to my first spirit-filled church. Then God opened the door for me to get out of topless dancing in November of 2005. The beginning of 2006 is when I got filled with the holy spirit. When I started walking with God, I vowed not to be one of my parents; come to find out, I'm not them. In August of 2021, God revealed to me about pride. When I started repenting, then God confirmed me as a watchman intercessor. I experienced God's forgiveness, I was able to forgive four people at one time, then I changed my vow to get the devil back for what he has done to me and everyone else, and the year I made the devil scared of me. Through the deliverance God told me used pride as a wall to keep people out so they wouldn't hurt me and I would use intimidation to keep people away so they wouldn't hurt me. After the wall came down, I came into my ministry and went out to teach homeless people the difference between religion and spirituality.

In September of 2023, the Holy Spirit put it on my heart to start writing things down that I needed to repent of, and that's how God got me started with self-deliverance. Now, I am bringing people through the same process into the freedom I have found in Christ—a freedom from fear, anger, rage, pride, abuse, trauma, unforgiveness, sickness, and so much more—into a life of abundance, healing, prosperity, wholeness, and power.

When I came to God I was a broken little girl, when I came to God I didn't know there was love, I didn't know there was communication, l didn't know there was self worth, I didn't know my value, didn't know there was compassion, l didn't know there was patience, I didn't know there was self-control, I didn't know there was gentleness, I did not know the character of God and Jesus, I didn't know there was forgiveness, when I came to God I had nothing, when I came to God I didn't know nothing about acceptance, wanted, loved. When I came to God I didn't know the plans that he had for me and who I would become in 2024. When I came to God I didn't know how powerful l am as a child of God and the daughter of the Most High. When I came to God I didn't have a mother's love or father's love. When I came to God with broken trust. When I came to God I had no one, no family, no brothers or sisters, no one but me.
When I came to God I had a torn spirit and a broken heart. When I came to God I was a survivor through life. When I came to God I brought my kids out because where they were coming from when that's all they knew. Through my 20 years since 2005 of walking with God through the holy Spirit he made my chaos into a symphony and I'm a beautiful disaster. When I came to God I was the one protecting and defending myself when God is my protector and defender. I had to get past my pride to learn to let him be God and take care of the people that mistreat me. When I came to God I brought my fears when I went back and saw fear for what it is. I found my voice I wasn't allowed to have. I found the ground that I had been standing on for years and realized that fear was lying to me my whole life that was put on me by my mother, my brokenness, my ignorance because Jesus said on the cross Father forgive them for they do not know what they do. I'm forgiven every day that I don't know and what I wasn't taught by my earthly parents. Getting past my pride I found and experienced God's forgiveness, experiencing the wall coming down for the first time in my life in August of 2021 before I went into my ministry that God had for me and the people that I needed to reach. When I came to God I was a lonely little girl but through that loneliness and isolation God took everyone out of my life that I was depending on because of loneliness.
Through isolation I learned to depend on God and his voice and only his voice. Through isolation I learned to live a holy, obedient and repented life. Through isolation God was training me, developing me and the holy Spirit producing the fruit. Through isolation I learned that I'm not abandoned, I'm loved, I'm wanted, I'm good enough, and that I came from abuse. I had to repent to find what I never had and what people always talked about. I had to repent of pride to find everything in Jesus. I had to repent of my pride to find that happy place that is Jesus! I had to repent of pride to experience God's forgiveness. I was a chaotic person that came from a chaotic family to find Jesus. I had to repent. I had to repent to find what people were talking about. I had to repent to find my contentment. I had a repent to find my satisfaction in the Lord. I had a repent to find more than enough in the Lord. I had to repent to come into the identity of Christ. I had to repent to break the lies of the enemy from what he always told me to come true. I had to repent through layers and layers of fear to find my voice to know how to use it and to know how to find my ground. I had to repent through layers and layers of fear to find my confidence and security in God. I had to repent through layers and layers of anger and rage to find self-control, to find my joy, to find compassion, to learn how to communicate and hold people accountable for how they treat me without using negative words. I had to repent through layers and layers of perversion to find the right love and to find my self-worth. I had to repent through layers and layers of pride to find that God is my protector and my defender. I don't have to survive anymore because that's what I've done my whole life, my true dad and mom is in my heavenly Father. I had to repent through layers and layers of what the devil said about me to know and believe what God has said about me and his word as the daughter of the Most High. I had to repent through layers and layers to find my true self other than what the world always made me out to be. I had to repent of the layers and layers of pride to let God in. I had to repent of layers and layers of fear to find that I can trust God. Every time I repent God blesses me. Every time I repent I find the fruits of the Spirit. I have repented of layers and layers of anger to find joy, to find more patience. I had to repent of haughtiness for God to show me why he can't work in conversations when we judge and point people's mistakes out when people hurt us. A different level of communication and where God started to train me. I had to repent of layers and layers to know how to do things that I was never taught. I had to repent from layers and layers to find God's voice so that he could encourage me and let me know that it's going to be okay. God showed me one day that he's the one that put me in that family because I had to learn the tactics and lies and strategies of the enemy to be able to see into people's situations to tell them what the devil's doing. How they got in the situation they are in. Where I wasn't taught God put himself there and his teachings and his knowledge and his understanding so that I only know him his thoughts and his ways.
God taught me how to get out of my stuff so that I can bring people into freedom just like God did me. I teach people what God has taught me. I teach people from what I have experienced and witnessed in my own growth and battles with the spirits and demons I have conquered over. I have learned the characteristics of their lies to disciple people and equip them as a child of God and to come into their identity in Christ. I am raised up to get the body of Christ ready for Jesus the groom, to the body of Christ ready for Jesus the groom, to get them spotless and blameless to turn white as snow. To teach them to be holy and obedient in everything they do and say. Things are coming. God needs us to strip everything.
1 Timothy 4:8 NLT
Physical training is good, but training for godliness is much better, promising benefits in this life and in the life to come.
1 Corinthians 1:27-29 NLT
Instead, God chose things the world considers foolish in order to shame those who think they are wise. And he chose things that are powerless to shame those who are powerful.
God chose things despised by the world, things counted as nothing at all, and used them to bring to nothing the world considers important.
As a result no one can ever boast in the presence of God.